To love is to hate a very little. That’s not true. I despise her. I hate him. He would sell me out just to be with her. I love him, but he’ll never give a damn. I’m nothing more than a little street rat. I chose a hard life. I wanted to live. He doesn’t appreciate what I chose. In suicide I could take. But I give.
I give him my love, but he never sees. He is blind to what is real; I was, too. But I am poverty, unhappiness, And he is as pure as the sky is blue. I will not forget that he adores her. I wouldn’t be her if it could be willed. If he doesn’t love me, I’ll just fight it. I know to love is to kill or be killed.
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